Saturday, December 31, 2011
Friday, December 30, 2011
12/30/11
55 and sunny today. However, in Phoenix it is 75 today. Yeah, I'm so there in my mind. It never snows but if you want snow, you drive two hours north. 4 hours drive is the GC. Las Vegas and Los Angeles are within driving distance. It is sunny just about 365 days per year. And heat? The hotter the better. I had my AC on this year in RI from May through November and have barely used the heat this winter so my guess is Phoenix will be similar, but with no heat. I guess you've figured out where I'd rather be. 1.5 million people can't be wrong!
I'm going to have to jump in the shower and start getting ready. This may be a long process with my back. Right now it's feeling ok but the stiffness comes back sudden and fierce.
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
New Year
Continue working out every day.
Blog/write something every day.
Make out with my husband at least once per day.
Reduce/reuse/recycle
12/28/11
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
12/27/11
We know some big changes are coming in the next 6 months or so and I for one am so excited! I know that no matter where we go, we will succeed because we are together.
Friday, December 23, 2011
12/23/11
I've just been relaxing in my room. Candles burning. Listening to Pandora. NOT listening to Christmas music! Why? Because I've been listening to it since July. The last two weeks before Christmas, I typically fall out of the Christmas spirit because of all the "other" people. Oh well, I'm sure people have their reasons for waiting till the last minute and ruining life for the rest of us. I'm most proud of the fact that my person entered no mall, Walmart or Target at all this season, except for today when I ran into the Wakefield mall for a couple of items. All of my shopping was done online and delivered to my front door. It wasn't my most extravagant spending season but I'm sure my husband appreciates that and while I do feel a teensy bit guilty, we just don't have any extra room in this house and we're moving to a new house in about 6 months.
I am very much looking forward to resuming my normal shopping patterns and buying things as I want them and not for a special occasion. I think this is the longest Bella's gone without getting something new. One of us is always picking her up a little something every week. She's just so dang cute when she walks by something and hugs it! I'm going to try this tactic with Mitch and see if it really works.
Thursday, December 22, 2011
AND...
12/22/11
I worked out yesterday!! Yay! Getting ready to hop on the bike again today. I started feeling poorly around Thanksgiving time and never got back to good. I still wasn't feeling it, but I went a whole year working out every day, sometimes twice a day, and I refuse to let that hard work go to waste. That being said, I haven't been terribly hard on myself for not feeling well and letting the workouts slide. Mostly because I think they were part of the reason I wasn't feeling well. I think I started over doing it, as it was messing with my periods and sleep cycles, and hair/skin. I'm not a big eater anyway, and when you start doing two workouts everyday, it can really take a toll. Not sure I won't get back to that, but this time I will be making sure to be more diligent with my multi and fluid intake.
I still have to paint those dolls and wrap, wrap, wrap.
I'm really looking forward to a year full of positive changes and a skinny and HOT summer, full of sun, sand, ocean, and good books! Have I mentioned how pleased I am that Bella is so good at walking, carrying and lugging? Her skills will be put to the test on our daily beach treks!
So I finished Stephen King's Under the Dome. I enjoyed it. I have had similar thoughts and experiences regarding the plot, and most of the time, find those thoughts so hard to wrap my head around and so overwhelming, that I just give up, much like SK did in writing the novel. He managed to get back to the story, and take it on twists and turns that I wouldn't have managed and there you have it! Looking forward to the inevitable mini-series. Having grown up in Maine, and in the same small town as his wife, Tabitha to be exact, I appreciated the book on that level, as I do most of their books and stories, but I'm sort of curious what it's like to read Stephen King and NOT be from Maine (Old Town/Orono/Bangor).
I'm currently reading Gregory Maguire's Out of Oz. The last book of the Wicked series.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
12/20/11
Tomorrow Annabella will be 20 months old! Amazing how much she can still grow and change in just one month! She's getting the hang of running and jumping and we're still working on somersaults. Gymnastics was kind of my thing when I was a kid and I'm not so secretly hoping that it will be kind of her thing! She LOVES to sing and dance. She crosses her arms, stamps her little foot and pouts when she's not getting her way. I find it truly hysterical. She's peed on the potty. She holds writing and feeding utensils properly, but is still messy with both.
I'm so excited for her dollhouse to arrive! She has no idea how much fun we're going to have! I loved my dollhouse when I was a kid and I loved playing with my girls with theirs. Zach loved his Fisher Price castle and it is one of a number of toys that I wish I had held onto.
Friday, December 16, 2011
12/16/11
I have to get ready for work. Blech!!! There's another stupid Christmas party that im going to have to fight with everyone to even get them inside the building. Cesar is supposed to work with me, in which case, this will be smooth sailing. But if for some reason he doesnt, this is going to be a nightmare! Im out of work at 8, dead or alive. But there's some good news. I have next Friday off! And Saturday and Sunday. Now I might take Monday off and then I won't have to be back to work till 9 PM Tuesday night for my overnight.
Thursday, December 15, 2011
12/15/11
And if one more person texts me while I'm in the middle of doing something I'm going to scream.
I think I'm going to scream anyway. It is so impossible for anyone else in this house to remember dish soap, toilet paper, coffee. I will leave and the dishes can sit there forever. So can the laundry in the bathroom. And the trash in the trash can. Everyone can wrap their own presents and finish their own shopping while they're at it. I'm going to start doing things like everyone else...that is not putting any time, effort, care or thought into anything that does not revolve directly around them.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
So Tired!
Tomorrow it's been two years since my grandfather passed away.
I'm not sure how tomorrow will work out. I have to get ready. Pick up Janice in Jamestown, run errands, pick up Pete, attend Christmas party, bring Janice home and go home myself. Kayla has to work tomorrow. AND it is one of the few times I CAN'T bring Bella. Hayley can get picked up at 3:30ish so she can be with Bella from that point on. So hopefully Mitch can be with Bella from 1 till he gets Hayley. Hayley is also home for the next few weeks so that will be a nice help.
It'll all work out. I really have to get my projects completed. Blah. I need an assistant.
12/14/11
For the most part, shopping is done except for Bella, which I hope Mitch and I can do together this weekend, plus we have to finish up the homemade gifts for her this weekend. We also need to figure out gift cards for the girls, although Kayla needs a tv wall mount and is fine if thats a gift. She would end up using a gift card towards the purchase anyway. I also have to finish up my husband. He is not an easy individual to buy for, despite his arguments toward the contrary. I at least leave very detailed lists and I'm not difficult to buy for if one does not wait till the last second to shop. That just leaves Zach's wireless headset, which I'm hoping Mitch will pick up for him. Believe it or not, this is actually a small Christmas for us. I'm sticking to a 10 gift per person rule. (I'm fine with not getting 10 gifts because my things are usually a bit more pricey, In case my husband is reading this.) I've gotten substantial deals on all items bought. Pretty proud of myself about that! A lot of the gifts we can enjoy together...DVDs and video games...I'm still overly pleased with my Kindle and aside from an accessory or two, I'm all set gadget wise.
This is going to be a yucky busy day, doing things I'd rather not be doing. And with Bella in tow, I might add.
Thursday, December 08, 2011
12/8/11
Anyway, back to what a crappy year this was. Started out ok, boring even, then car disaster Spring 2011. Wasn't a money issue. Wasn't an old car issue. Simply was a mechanic can't figure out what's wrong issue. Definitely a brain can not compute moment for me. I can compute "we know what's wrong, you just can't afford it" and I can compute "the car's just too old, there's nothing we can do" but my head just shakes in stunned disbelief to hearing "we've fixed everything on it and still can't figure it out". But you're the experts. As in THE experts. Thank God for google and Al Gore and rental cars.
I need a medication or lots of alcohol or a combination of the two the block out what a disaster June through July 28 (to be exact) turned out to be. August sucked. Except for the Journey concert. That most certainly did not suck. Fall was ok. The air conditioner was on till November. The last two months of the year go by in a flash so even if they are terrible, I will be in a holiday fog and will have convinced myself that it was a good time, just to repeat it next year.
And now my blu ray player isn't working. I get sound but no video. And yes it is hooked up right because the factory home screen comes up, offering pandora, vudu, Netflix options. When I push play, the sound comes on but no video. Effing fabulous! And google hasn't helped. Apparently I'm the only person in the entire world with a broken blu ray player.
Tuesday, December 06, 2011
Blechy
Zach had his senior football banquet on Sunday night. It was very nice and we all had a really unexpectedly good time. But then a phone call can turn all that around. Seriously. I'm not interested in your "help" with college tuition. How about the $8000 + in back child support you currently owe. Let's start with that. But no, instead let's worry about Christmas and tuition. How can you possibly afford either if you can't make a weekly child support payment??? And now, at my son's request, I have to make a phone call to tell people to back off and let him focus on getting things done so he doesn't have to be the one to hurt feelings. This, I will GLADLY do. He is overwhelmed right now. His parents, that is his mother(ME) and step-father are both college educated. My son desires to play football at the collegiate level. My husband coaches at the collegiate level. We have it under control. As always, this is MY kid. Any communication has only been in his best interest, not because it is deserved and as of May 12, 2012, no further communication will be required.
In other news, my work schedule is being adjusted a bit and my hope is that it leaves for a more energetic me. We shall see.
Friday, December 02, 2011
Going for Walks
Bella loves going for her walks. She rarely uses her stroller because she loves walking and running and exploring.
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
11/29/11
Bella is almost asleep. She is hugging her stuffed Simba. I was wondering what, if anything, she would use for security. Zach had (has!) Baby blankie. My little brother had a crib sheet he dragged around and a purple Care Bear cousin...the raccoon I think...my girls didn't need anything.
I have a dull aching neck ache and a bit of a headache. Even still, the house is straightened up, dishes washed. Floors swept. Just going to mop them and call it a day. I'm very glad I have the day off.
Monday, November 28, 2011
11/28/11
Two hours of cardio done this morning. All showered and done up. Just trying to figure out what I will be wearing.
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
11/22/11
I'm reading Stephen King's Under the Dome. His books make me feel like I'm home. When I'm there though, I can't wait to leave, but I do miss it sometimes. The yard sales. The back country winding roads with a 45 mph speed limit. In RI, we have tons of back country winding roads but with a 25 mph speed limit. I understand why though.
I finished The Help, the same day I finished Mockingjay. That was the same day I discovered Gregory Maguire has a new to me book out. The final in his Oz series. Of course I had just started Under the Dome. Both of those should carry me through the holiday. I also have to finish A Tree Grows in Brooklyn. Then finally on to The Life of Pi, the two John Irving novels by my bed...the Dragon Tattoo series...gosh, I pretty much have the next 6 months planned out.
I'm finishing up my hour of cardio then my pajama day will begin.
Monday, November 21, 2011
11/21/11
Today, my mission is to get stuff for wedding soup, Mexican soup and Italian stew. Our dinners for the next three nights. And I also have to pick up items for thanksgiving dinner.
Thursday, November 17, 2011
11/17/11
I'm feeling kind of blah today. I think it's the dreary weather. I am looking forward to reading Mockingjay tonight. Mockingjay is the final book in The Hunger Games trilogy. I've so enjoyed these books. I love books that become a part of you forever. I love getting lost in books. It has happened increasingly less as my life (my time and attentions) get tugged at from every direction. I love that these books were such excellent competition to my life's demands and my technological addictions.
Today is definitely a jeans and sweatshirt kind of day. Blechy out there.
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Happy Birthday!!!!
Well I can't say I slept well, but I did sleep in. Workout completed. Showered. Working on getting motivated to brush my teeth and apply some moisturizer. Have to get some kind of birthday dessert. Probably make a quiche or the Italian stew my husband loves for his birthday dinner. Not sure I should kill myself over this because I will never see him again since he got his new iPhone! It took me like 6 months to stop sleeping with mine and even now, it isn't far from my side when I'm not awake. I think I'm naming my next dog Steve. Probably quiche. Since I need to use up those eggs. Random pattern my brain is working.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
That Was Easy!
Blah
Okay, okay, okay...I will sit here for a little while and have some lunch and drink some tea or coffee. Just sitting here, I've noticed two more projects I need to get done. Clean off the top of the fridge and the side table. I hate having ANYTHING on my fridge. Seems to be drug central every cold and flu season and in the summer it is loaded up with sun blocks of every SPF and bug spray. Also can't stand when people keep cereal boxes on top of the fridge. We don't, but some people do. It's tacky. Food needs to be put away.
Bella is being the most gigantic pain in the butt right now. But my house is looking good and smells so clean. I just might survive the holidays after all!
11/15/11
Monday, November 14, 2011
11/14/11
I'm hoping to get the tree up this weekend. I like to do it the day after Thanksgiving but I don't have Fridays off these days so if I do it this week/or weekend, I can focus next week on planning a nice holiday for us. I need to thoroughly clean the fridge and kitchen and put some of Bella's toys in her bedroom for the next few weeks to make room for the tree. The way we have the living room set up now, I think we will only lose one seat to the tree for television viewing. I'm trying a few side dish recipes this week to possibly add to the holiday menu. Typically I focus more on appetizers and have a basic traditional holiday meal. Think we will stick to that plan but I want to spruce up the sides a little. Tonight we're trying baked corn pudding. Think we will stick to a turkey breast, or maybe a small whole turkey, red potatoes, parsnips and squash. There's an au gratin broccoli dish I want to try. Appetizers will be our usual homemade chex mix, the kale chips the kids love, stuffed celery, cheese/crackers/pepperoni platter, and fruit filled fried pastries. Some of the pastries will be cream-cheese filled as well. I will probably have some oven toasted bagel slices with assorted cream cheeses and bruschetta. Some Wii sports fun to help burn off all the calories! Also planning on starting the morning off with some yummy mimosas and hot chocolate with peppermint schnapps. Zach has a football game Thanksgiving morning and Kayla has to be at work at 2 am on Black Friday, so I think Mitch and I will maybe have a Black Friday early morning date???
I'm tired now from all the pre-planning!
Friday, November 11, 2011
11/11/11
Time's a wasting!
Thursday, November 10, 2011
11/10/11
I'm reading Catching Fire which is book two of The Hunger Games...hooked on the trilogy! Movie comes out March 2012! I will read the final book probably next week and then on to the Stieg Larsson series. Just about every book I've read this year has been or will be made into a movie...Water for Elephants, Sarah's Key, The Help, The Hunger Games, The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo...not sure about Sister. Then I have two John Irving books to read, a Pat Conroy, the new Stephen King, and maybe finally The Life of Pi...still haven't got to that one yet!!! I need a reading vacation. No tech gadgets, except my Kindle. Just books, food, and baths. And a recumbent bike so I can read while I work out if I want.
My husband and I are having a cleaning weekend! Yay! I'm so excited! That's NOT sarcasm!
Wednesday, November 09, 2011
11/9/11
So I jogged 3 miles yesterday. My hip/thigh/calves are killing me today. Think I will stick to the recumbent bike tonight. Wearing my Capri length leggings, my denim tunic and flip flops!!! Staff meeting, David, and then home to wait for my husband so we can figure out dinner!
Tuesday, November 08, 2011
Gorgeous November Day
Bella and I spent a couple of hours at the beach today. It was just so nice and peaceful! We came home, had some lunch. She WAS napping. One of her famous 20 minute naps...she waits till I'm settled in to read or blog and her eyes open up!
Monday, November 07, 2011
11/7/11
So all my small jeans fit. Glad I hung onto them! I removed them from my closet last March but held out hope I'd get back into them. I also wore jeans every day last week for a couple of reasons. 1.) I have SO many. Way less than before, but probably still >15 and <20. That would be greater than and less than respectively. 2.) I wear a lot of leggings, yoga pants, butt hugging sweats because they're comfy, I drive a lot and chase after an 18 month old several days per week. They look awesome but don't offer any kind of discipline as far as weight control. Too tight jeans? Muffin top? All incentives to keep on working out, also a consistent reminder to stand up straight, abs and butt tucked. 3.) Somehow I've turned into the person for whom a pair of jeans is dressing up! If I'm going to be teaching again I need to get back into professional wardrobe mode (super yuck) and have my jeans actually be casual wear and my workout attire be lazy Sunday wear or actually *gasp* workout attire!!!
Plus I don't lie when I tell you when Zach and I went to the movies to see Paranormal Activity 3 the night it opened, EVERY girl in line had on yoga pants and Uggs. I love my Uggs but I ONLY wear them with jeans now. I remarked kind of loudly about why people complain about wearing uniforms to school and how guys can even tell girls apart these days. Zach laughed and said it is even worse AT school and not just in a line waiting for the movie to open.
Not opposed to leggings or yoga wear...certainly not opposed to my Uggs...just not going to pair them up, as that was so two years ago...yoga pants with cute flats or sneakers, paired with a cute tunic or under a skirt and my Uggs with jeans.
Another reason I like pricier shoes...my Uggs are not the cheaper Classic version, so I don't see a ton of people wearing mine. The Frye Veronica slouch boot is my major Christmas want, and with the $328 price tag, I'm sure I won't see them on EVERYONE and the average wearer gets 10 years out of a pair of Frye boots so I can justify the price...I can easily spend a $100 or more on a pair of boots every year or get a good quality pair and make them last. And vintage Frye? Just like vintage Levis. You never throw them away. Find a good cobbler.
Thursday, November 03, 2011
11/3/11
I already took my shower but I can't seem to get more motivated than that at this present moment. I will need to get my butt in gear. I have to leave here by 1:20 the latest. Just not feeling life right now. I'm feeling sleep. Lots and lots of dreamless sleep please.
Wednesday, November 02, 2011
November 2, 2011
Work for two hours, then meeting from 3-5. Blah di blechedy blah. I got nothing accomplished yesterday because of the sick girl. Tuesdays I normally catch up on a few things, make a nice dinner, etc. This morning, I worked out, cleaned myself up and am feeling halfway normal. Going tanning before work. Stayed up last night reading more of The Hunger Games. Loving it!!!
Tuesday, November 01, 2011
Happy November!
A cold rainy busy weekend! We attended Zach's last Homecoming football game, but left after the senior recognition because of the rain. We also enjoyed our stay at the hotel, complete with in-room jacuzzi. Temporpedic bed was very UN-comfy!!! But the company was perfect! Glad the weather is back in the 60s and that Bella didn't have to trick or treat in any kind of snow. Love snow but not till after Thanksgiving thanks!
Halloween Hangover
Today she's not feeling so well. Staying home with her Nonni, cuddling on the couch, watching movies...
Our Sweet Little Ladybug
Bella picked up the trick or treating thing pretty quickly. She was at it from 5-8:30! Even walking the whole way herself except for the return trip home (thanks, Aunt Hayley!). Not only did she get tons of candy, she came home with a pumpkin and a playdate for next weekend! She quickly got the hang of knocking on doors, saying "Hi-iii" in her sing- songy way, being invited into almost every home to see doll collections, stuffed animal collections, patted and hugged every dog, hugged and kissed babies...yes, most definitely a future politician!
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Grrrrr!
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Being a Turkey
We Irish sure make cute kiddos!!! Those big eyes and button nose and cheeks just perfect for kissing!!!
Friday, October 28, 2011
Monday, October 24, 2011
10/24/11
Sunday, October 23, 2011
10/23/11
Friday, October 21, 2011
Happy 18 Months Bella!!!
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Not Sure...
Sunday, October 16, 2011
10/16/11
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Wow!!!
So glad I can drink a glass of wine tomorrow evening.
I got a workout and a half in today.
Friday, October 14, 2011
10/14/11
I've been up since 6:30 or so. Glad I got my 2 hours of cardio in early because I'm going to probably crap out early myself.
Going to hop in the tub. Tan. Clean a teeny bit. Go to work. Big blah and boooooooooo hiss on that.
42 days till Black Friday.
Another very warm humid day here in South County. It's better than cold but I have some great clothes I'd like to be sporting but it's still too warm for them!!!
In other news, our little Miss Bella peed on her potty yesterday!!! She will be 18 months on the 21st. Next Friday. Anyway, her chair is in the bathroom (duh) and she goes in when we go in. This time she actually peed! So she got her exploding fist bump, since she prefers this over a high five (thanks, Uncle Zach) and lots and lots of praise. We're NOT officially potty training yet, but this was a great step in the right direction. I waited till my kids showed interest and they pretty much potty trained themselves, that's how easy it was. They were all completely potty trained by age two. I was also a stay at home mommy at that time, so that probably helped make it so easy.
Thursday, October 13, 2011
10/13/11
Going to be a long night but Kayla will have the house cleaned and dinner ready (taco soup) when I get home.
Monday, October 10, 2011
10/10/11
It is 10:40 and my workout was done early. I loaded some new pics to Flickr and posted them to the blog. Now I'm just lounging in my comfy bed. I suppose I should get up and go outside to enjoy this beautiful day!
I was feeling quite poorly the last few days, bad cough, horrible headache, stomachache. Today, I feel great! Headache is gone. Stomachache gone! I'm not sure I coughed much once I finally fell asleep. I did wake up in the middle of the night soaked in sweat. This is what happens when I'm sick. I don't feel better till I finally "sweat" it out.
I have to get gas. Get Hayley back to school. Spend an hour or two with Janice. I NEED a curtain rod. I have to fix the curtains in my living room before I have a coronary. I will probably tan. Figure out dinner.
17 Months
There aren't many kids this young who will sit still for an entire movie. Hands down, this is her favorite.
Friday, October 07, 2011
10/7/11
This weekend is going to be beautiful. Definitely laying in the sun on Sunday!!!
Freaky "dream" last night. Only I don't think I was dreaming. I felt as if a demon was holding me against the bed, hands around my neck, preventing me from sitting up. I also could not talk or open my eyes...creepy. My neck, shoulders and head ache so bad today that I've had to take Tylenol all day.
I do get visited in dreams, usually by recently passed loved ones, and then they're off and I don't dream about them again. And I'm hugely interested in anything paranormal and typically not scared of any of it. Last night upset me though because I was prevented from speaking Jesus' name and when I would yell it in my head, the "demon" would like squeeze my temple area so hard that I felt like my head was going to explode. If I didn't try to speak Jesus' name then the pressure would stop a bit. Like I said, creepy!!!
Thursday, October 06, 2011
10/6/11
In other news, I really wish Mac would make a reliable car. Mine's been "ok" since the disaster of spring 2011...but front brakes need to be done. I did clean it out yesterday. My cars are like my purses. The bigger they are, the more junk I can manage to cram in them. It would be nice if a certain husband would offer to let his wife use the Tahoe on Saturday so she can have an anxiety-free drive and possibly even a good time.
Salve starts tonight, which means I won't be home till 9ish, but I will be able to get some reading done, Bella-free. They are actually running errands today, so Kayla can take her class, and I'm enjoying a morning ALONE! Amazing. I worked out without having to hold Bella and her assortment of toys. I picked up her toys without her taking them back out of her toy box. Unfortunately, I now miss her! Tuesday night we had THE battle of wills. I have never met someone so stubborn in my entire life. She refuses to acknowledge defeat or to seem weak, unless that gets her her way faster. She is smart, calculating, manipulative, and quite controlling. It is like looking in a very flattering mirror. HRC look out! Bella is on your heels!
Wednesday, October 05, 2011
10/5/11
I got excused from the meeting late today to take someone in for eye surgery. Either option will be equally boring, but at least now I can get some paper work done.
My bleak, grumpy mood might be lifting. I don't want to jinx myself, but I'm feeling better in general. My cold/allergies really sap any extra energy and creativity and leave me exhausted during the day and awake coughing all night. Throw in a sudden, unexpected death, pay cuts at work, the realization that our life will be changing greatly in the next year and the fact that we're currently living in the house from Hell, and well there ya go! My bad mood. Guess I don't need medication after all. Sometimes one's bad mood is very equal to one's problems.
My workout is done, going tanning in a little while, then off to work I go. And it's Hump Day!!!
Tuesday, October 04, 2011
10/4/11
Today, I'm going to workout and then clean the house, fall cleaning, if you will, and crank some music.
Can't wait for Saturday. Day off. Mixed with a friend or two and it just might be what I need so I can stop feeling like my life is this blah thing that just keeps on keeping on.
Sunday, October 02, 2011
10/2/11
The agenda today consists of cleaning, working out, tanning, and making a yummy dinner.
Saturday, October 01, 2011
Happy (?) October
Friday, September 30, 2011
9/30/11
It's nice to think back on all those good times.
I currently have a Bella sitting in my lap. This is all she wants to do right now apparently. She keeps hugging me and kissing my cheek. What a sweetie!
This week went by so fast! I was invited to a wedding shower for a friend next Saturday in Waterville. I think I'm going to go. I took the 8th off but really wasn't feeling it one way or another, but I think it will be good to get away for one night. Alone. Mitch gets to travel with the team, and while I'm supposed to believe he hates it, I can't help thinking a night not coming home to the never ending chores must be nice. Plus, when he's gone, he can relax knowing I'm here dealing with all the crap.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Wow!
9/27/11
I need coffee. I need to go hug my love bug. I hear her crying.
Monday, September 26, 2011
9/26/11
Work has shifted gears. I almost don't even recognize it anymore. Gone are the happy faces of employees who love their jobs and are paid well in wages, bonuses, and benefits. The people who could leave, have. The people for whom these cuts haven't really affected (me included) are staying to ride out the storm. Positions have been completely eliminated. Mileage is capped. What it is boiling down to is more work, less pay. Meetings that were so important have been deemed nonessential. In services are now being done online. Granted, some of these changes are actually for the good, in the sense that after the storm, I think a few of the practices should be left in place.
I'm just sad for my friends who these changes affect significantly. It is scary too. All of a sudden, I'm senior staff. We're in the part of the Monopoly game where you have to sell off a few houses and maybe mortgage a property or two till you pass Go a couple of times. Business wise, I might consider these exciting times, if my heart weren't so heavy for my friends.
Sunday, September 25, 2011
9/25/11
What a great day! First, finally a day off!!! Second, got TWO hours of cardio in. We're having meatball subs for dinner, with fries and pumpkin cookies for dessert. Yummy. Also going to enjoy some wine and some music before calling it a day.
Saturday, September 24, 2011
9/24/11
The only good news from doing that is being reminded how lucky I am to have such a wonderful husband. He is perfect. It makes me sad to think I wasted any time on anybody else.
Friday, September 23, 2011
Merry Christmas to ME!!!
Really glad I stuck with my diet/exercise program, even though the scale never seems to budge! I chose to not get discouraged and not let others discourage me, and decided to let how I was feeling, as opposed to what I was weighing, determine if it was working or not. A tape measure has become my best friend. Still wish the scale and I were on better terms, but muscle weighs more than fat and takes up much less space. I've only lost 11 pounds total, but the proof is in my clothes. And it took FOREVER to lose those 11 pounds. Ideally, I have about 15 more to go, if I go by scale standards. Otherwise, I think I look great, and I feel great, so we shall see. If I get much smaller, I will need new clothes. I love the collection I have now. That should make my husband happy. That, and me sleeping naked.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
9/21/11
Sunday, September 18, 2011
9/18/11
I love my Amazon Kindle very much. I can't believe how light it is! I can read all day and often only put a book down to stop reading to give my cramped hands a break, so I love that this alleviates that. I still love the physicality of books, their smell, how they feel, nothing like a new book, then again, nothing like an old book, but the Kindle will definitely have a place in my life. The simple fact I can hold 3500 books in the palm of my hand and I don't have to buy yet another bookshelf. The kindle version of a book is also cheaper than the paper version and hey, maybe we will save a tree or two.
I have a cold from Hell. We're all fighting one. I've been up since 4:30 because my head and sinuses were killing me and I needed some Tylenol. It is rare that I wake up because I need medicine.
I've been watching lots of infomercials this morning and now I'm watching Mass with a priest with a lisp. All morning I have found I've been turning these infomercials and now the Mass into Saturday Night Live skits. Honestly, the batteries are dead in the remote and there's no way I'm flipping through channels manually. Mass for this former Catholic it is!
Glad it's finally Sunday. I am working this afternoon/night for Lisa. Tomorrow, I get back to my regular schedule. Going to enjoy the brief normality and then Kayla's schedule gets shaken up next week. She will be working days. Good because no late nights with Bella, but a little challenging trying to coordinate but I think it'll actually work out fine so no worrying till I have to. Nobody had better take any more time off here at work. I'm really tapped out but I have a hard time saying no when someone asks me to fill in for them and you can hear the stress in their voice and you know they need the time off. God has given me an abundance of strength and will to perservere and I try to have a positive attitude about the overtime. I try to see the situation as a win/win. The overtime is nice and the big paycheck is always welcome but a regular week is fine with me too because it means I get to spend more time with the family.
We had a great night Friday night. We were all home. Mitch or I didn't have to go back out to pick anyone up, so we opened up a really yummy bottle of red. Zachary wasn't hiding in his room. Bella was being adorable with Mitch and Zachary chasing her around. Then we listened to some music. It was a much needed two hours where we kind of all got recharged. None of us are really feeling great with this cold, so it was nice to just hang out.
The thing I love about this Mass on tv is that it is EXACTLY like Mass at home. Wow. Never really sat and watched it on tv before. It feels like Sundays with Mimi when we would go to church together long before my grandparents started going on Saturday afternoons. I prefer bible study type churches now, but a part of me needs Mass once in awhile, because it is just so familiar that it fills me with wonderful memories of my friends and family. Amazing though how much is autopilot. The priest says his bit, you say yours.
I hope this week proves to be better than last.
Monday, September 12, 2011
9/12/11
Back to my agonizing week, with the only good news being Kayla has tomorrow off. Good for a number of reasons. First being, I will only have Bella for a few hours till Kayla gets done testing at the Lincoln campus. God knows how long the bus ride home will be. But it will be before 10 PM at least. Second reason, it's our anniversary tomorrow. Third reason, Mitch won't have to pick her up at 10. Wednesday, staff meeting than work. Thursday, regular schedule. Friday I work with Emily 10-2 then Hopkins 3-8. Ick. Saturday I work 4-the overnight. Sunday I am working 3-the overnight. Ick, ick, ICK!!! At least I might get some overtime out of this.
I really hope I can get a second workout in today.
Saturday, September 10, 2011
9/10/11
I seem to have lost all motivation. Guess that's what a day off gets you! I'm about 1/2 way done weeding my clothes. Hayley was a big help last night. I sent a bag with her back to school last week and I guess her roommates snagged everything! So I'm doing a more thorough job this weekend. Now I have to go through my dressier shirts and all my jeans.
I have no idea what to get my husband for our anniversary. Maybe we will just have dinner and go shopping. He can buy what he wants. I'm at least kind enough to give him a detailed list so he doesn't wander around aimlessly, wasting money on something I would never use. Yeah, yeah, blah, blah, spare me the "it's the thought that counts" bullshit. Not when you have a joint checking.
I've really want to sign him up for the wines of the month club, but holy expensive. Someday we will be cooler versions of ourselves.
I wore jeans yesterday for the first time in like 4 months. A bit regrettably I might add, as I remembered why fall is a difficult season...cold mornings, very hot afternoons...I was sweltering and grouchy by late afternoon. I still can't understand people who wear jeans/pants all summer. Unless you work in a cold air-conditioned environment all day, put some shorts on, you're making me hot just looking at you!
Still haven't found motivation to leave my cozy bed. Such a beautiful sunny day out, too. Maybe I will go sit outside for a bit before work.
Thursday, September 08, 2011
9/8/11
Prior to the 911 texts I was getting, followed by phone calls, Zach and I watched Will Ferrell's movie Everything Must Go. It was ok but kind of depressing. When I got home, I put in Your Highness. Fell asleep watching it but I'm trying again this morning.
I'm going to workout, tan and get ready and then go to work. Come home, feed Zach and Bella, get her to sleep and then drive to NK tonight to get Kayla from work.
Wednesday, September 07, 2011
Hmmmm!
Tomorrow should be a relatively short day and Friday is what it is.
9/7/11
So I've been hearing about this thread up program. You box up your outgrown baby's clothes and get to pick a box in return. Sounds great, huh? So I signed Kayla and Bella up, listed Ralph Lauren, Calvin Klein, Baby Gap, LL Bean, Life is Good, etc, as the clothes we would be donating. The boxes that were available at that time for us to choose from were from Target, Walmart, JC Penney. You get my drift. So I'm going to donate QUALITY name brand clothing to get your used Walmart clothes? If I wanted them that badly, I guess I would have bought them new. Frustrating. Oh, and some of the people thought they'd be clever and list Baby Gap first, to get a nibble, then list one Gap onesie and a long list of Target/Walmart clothes. Not exactly a Gap box now is it. Frustrating because I would love to see Bella's stuff get used to its utmost. Guess we will just continue donating to Goodwill...
I have to get my hour of cardio in and begin my blah day.
Tuesday, September 06, 2011
Yesssssssssss!!!
9/6/11
The next two weeks are going to be long and annoying. When I look down that path, it is very overwhelming, so I guess today I'm just going to get through today.
Monday, September 05, 2011
9/5/11
Glad this is the last holiday weekend this summer. I need to get back on my tanning schedule now that their regular hours will be starting soon, which means they'll be open on the weekends again! I got a lot accomplished even though I felt like I was in lines and in traffic for a lot of the day!
My bathroom looks great! Happy with what I did with it today!
Kayla has been cleaning her and Bella's room today. I might do my closet tonight! Desperately need to see what I have and what I will need for fall. Then again, I might just read a book till I fall asleep!
Saturday, September 03, 2011
9/3/11
This has been a long week and I'm glad to see it come to a close. I have Sunday, Monday AND Tuesday off!
I got my workout done early. Go me! I find I'm less stressed about working out if I just get it out of the way early. My preferred time to workout though is in the early evening, but so much can happen in a day that if I have to alter my schedule, my workout is usually the first thing to get eliminated and I hate to miss a workout.
The weather is looking great for the holiday. No rain in the forecast till Tuesday. We will be grilling and drinking and maybe some exploring. I want to hike down to the seal preserve again. We will certainly be celebrating the fact that all the tourists will be gone after Monday! Please do not come back.
I also want to get some reading done.
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Narragansett Town Beach
Our little spot was whored out to The Weather Channel for the duration of the storm. This was the Tuesday after the storm. Life is back to normal as you can see. The last of Irene's tracks went southeast of Narragansett and we got less than an inch of rain and minor storm surging. We did lose power for 31 hours. Portsmouth, RI got power last night. Parts of NK was still out when i drove through and my cousin Tammy said it was still out where she lives in Woonsocket.
Chaffee Nature Preserve
This is the harbor seal habitat and you're supposed to be very quiet when you walk the paths down here so you don't scare the seals off of get into a tussle with one.
Zachary at Blue Beach
I love how the sunburst is in the right corner. It reminds me of when I used to draw pictures when I was a kid and make the sun in the corner of the picture like this.
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Irene
Tomorrow should be interesting to say the least!
Friday, August 26, 2011
Weird Dreams
I'm most worried about losing power and being bored to tears for the day/evening. I'm going into to work at 7 tomorrow night and staying till 3 the next day. Scott is coming in at 9 Sunday morning so if I have to go home to get the kids, I can. We're right on the water and I guess there's potential for flooding, but we're midway up a hill, so I guess I'm not worried. The boat is in the yard and boats float! Plus we have a raft. If they evacuate the neighborhood, Zachary and Hayley are both capable of driving to the shelter (the high school). The house I work at floods randomly (we have an alarm) so it is more likely to happen on my end of things.
If everything goes right, we will be in no real danger and will be able to enjoy some wild weather and maybe get some awesome pics of the big swells that are being predicted!
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
8/24/11
Monday, August 22, 2011
Ok...Serious Wants...
I also really really like the new Mountain quilted short (Ugg boot) in seal.
I also fell in love with Dooney & Bourke's The Smith Bag, in camel.
Grand total: $650
Price of keeping your wife happy...$priceless
Oh, oh, oh...still NEED Nikes Legend amazing butt pants in Capri length.
Currently listening to Pandora. Chilling in my bed wearing some cut-offs, reading Vogue, drinking coconut water, smelling like Elie Saab.
Better
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Yuck
After 8 AM tomorrow, I will have the next 30 hours off.
So yesterday, we had a Spanish rice version of quinoa. Made the same way, just substituted the rice with quinoa. I completely love how versatile this food is! Also used chicken broth instead of water to prepare it. Very yummy.
Friday, August 19, 2011
Success!!!
They're tight, and not necessarily a flattering tight right now, but dammit, they're on again!!! Another few weeks and these will be loose! I don't want them to get too big because these jeans are like five years old. I doubt American Eagle will ever push out awesomeness likethese jeans ever again!!! I read an article about favorite jeans and the two were Gap and American Eagle. Gap is a no brainer. They're stretchy and run big. American Eagle runs smallish to true to size I guess, so I'm surprised they made it to the top two. They make your butt look AMAZING!!!
Lucky!
Happy Day!
Also good news, Mitch is picking up Hayley for me and Kayla is taking the bus to work, so I will just have to get myself to work. Still 150 miles total for me but this is the last time I will be doing it!!!
I'm actually happiest because I worked out to Christmas music today! So excited about the upcoming holiday season. October through December!
Well...
My schedule is changing up a bit starting next Friday. Instead of 150 miles of driving, it is a shift that requires no driving. Slight possibility of getting my ass kicked once in awhile, but more lucrative in the big scheme of things. I'm hoping my stress levels will improve for the better with this move. I can do 3-8 or 4-7. I will probably do the right thing and pick 3-8 but 4-7 sounds like just what the doctor has ordered! At least I won't be dishing out $60 extra in gas, which will be $240 saved every month.
Hell week is almost over. I went deeper into Hell than I wanted or anticipated yesterday. Obviously there was a reason we needed to be off the road for a bit and if that reason kept the baby safe, then it was very much worth the inconvenience.
At least I'm at the fun part of stressed out. The point where really all you can do is laugh at the absurdity of it all. And when the trouble struck, I called AAA and took care of things to the best of my ability, without calling my husband. It was like the old me took over and I kind of miss that girl! It is easier to just handle things on my own, instead of worrying about what I will do when something happens (and it always does) when my husband is unavailable.
The agenda today: work out, tan, get ready, pick up Hayley at 3:30, then get Kayla dropped off at work, bring Hayley and Bella home and then go to work myself.